Perfectly Imperfect



Scripture Block 3 Nephi: 12-17

Jesus Christ declared he had fulfilled the Law of Moses and that it was time to live a higher law. Does heavenly father expect us to be perfect? This concept of Perfection is such a struggle within our religion. Especially as women, both within the Mormon culture as well as our worldly culture, we strive to be as close to perfect as we possibly can. I know that being the best mom and wife is important, but we do ourselves an injustice when we compare ourselves to others.

Elder Russell M. Nelson reminds us:  “We need not be dismayed if our earnest efforts toward perfection now seem so arduous [difficult] and endless. Perfection is pending. It can come in full only after the Resurrection and only through the Lord. It awaits all who love him and keep his commandments” (“Perfection Pending,” Ensign, Nov. 1995, 88). 

Feeling inadequate and not anywhere near perfect is a tool of the adversary. We are striving to get there, and  as long as we are striving we are getting there. We cannot do it without our Lord and Savior, it is simply impossible. We need to support and love one another especially as women within our wards and families. If we have a positive thought about someone, share it, show your sisters how much you appreciate them. I think comparison and inadequacy can just die a quiet death when we feel loved and supported by the amazing women around us that we admire and look up to. We are all helping each other on this journey. 

The day that I truly knew that God loved me, Karla, and that he knew me by name, was the last day I doubted my self-worth. I know that I am not perfect, and the Lord loves me, and he takes my daily efforts and my daily failures and he still accepts my offering unto him and the end of each day. In this Pathway journey I am working on daily repentance of my sins. He lets me know “what lack I yet” every day, in prayer, when I ask with a sincere heart and a desire for change, He let’s me know the things I should work toward. And they are not accomplished by comparison to others or devaluing myself because of my own imperfections. He helps me see how I can be kinder, more long-suffering, more patient. He helps me keep trying and travelling that road to perfection, knowing he’s holding my hand and carrying me when necessary. 

Blessed

3 Nephi 12: 1-12. The Beatitudes:  We are so blessed to be living in a time with modern day prophets, and that they meet and council together. They pray for us all and are true servants of the Lord praying in our behalf.  The Lord has provided the comforter in our lives if we use it. We are comforted, when we are saddened with loss and pain. Blessed are those who are persecuted, and downtrodden. We need to be a light unto our neighbors, lift them in their sadness, and glorify our God who is in heaven. When we serve those around us with love and kindness, when we serve as peacemakers, we will be lifted out of our own troubles and worries.

This week’s scripture block was a wonderful reminder that I am doing it, I am working on this road toward perfection and my eternal reward. One day at a time, one foot in front of the other, we can all accomplish so much more together, supporting and loving one another. That is my plan, to keep on keeping on. I want to be the Lord’s hands with love and support to those within my reach.

Samuel the Lamanite




This week in my Pathway journey I studied Helaman 10-16 using the assigned study skill visualize.

I was studying in the Institute Study Guide this week for added insight because I was lead student. It states: Trust and approval come by obedience to all of God’s commandments. Helaman chapters 10–12 highlight how important it is to heed the promptings of the Spirit. Only by doing so can we be sure we are living according to God’s will. These chapters also highlight how important it is to want what God wants. The Lord knew Nephi would “not ask that which is contrary to [God’s] will” (Helaman 10:5). As we prove faithful in the small things, the Lord will trust us with the greater things.

Several times in Book of Mormon history the people passed through a cycle of righteousness, prosperity, riches, pride, wickedness, destruction, humility, and righteousness again, this is known as the pride cycle. We see this very prevalently throughout this scripture study block. Hello people, how can you keep repeating the same mistakes, it boggles the mind. And then I reflect on little bad habits that bring me down and keep me from being worthy of the spirit, aha, I see what your trying to tell me here Lord, I see.

I asked myself,” If I had lived in the days of Samuel the Lamanite, would I have accepted these prophets and perhaps even stood against the masses in their defense? I hope so, I only have my current life choices to go by. But I choose to sustain, follow and support the prophets of my day so I believe the answer truly is yes.

What is the difference between having a hard heart and a broken heart. In Helaman 16:15 paraphrased it states: Nevertheless, the people began to harden their hearts, all save it were the most believing part of them, both of the Nephites and also of the Lamanites, and began to depend upon their own strength and upon their own wisdom…..17 And they began to reason and to contend among themselves, saying…..18 That it is not reasonable that such a being as a Christ……will he not show himself unto us as well as unto them….20 But behold, we know that this is a wicked tradition, which has been handed down unto us by our fathers, to cause us that we should believe…..therefore they can keep us in ignorance, for we cannot witness….21 And they will, by the cunning and the mysterious arts of the evil one, work some great mystery which we cannot understand, which will keep us down to be servants to their words….22 And many more things did the people imagine up in their hearts, which were foolish and vain…. 23 And notwithstanding the signs and the wonders which were wrought among the people of the Lord, and the many miracles which they did, Satan did get great hold upon the hearts of the people upon all the face of the land.

That leads into: the difference between hard & firm? Firm people can still be shaped, they can bend, if you push them, they will push back to regain their firm stance. Firm people cannot be persuaded to do wrong. Hard people, on the other hand, will not listen to others, they refuse advice or help. They reject the authority and spiritual guidance of God and the leaders, they depend on themselves. So let’s compare the “firm” Lamanites in Helaman 15: 6-10 and the “hard” Nephites in Helaman 16:12-15. The Lamanites where firm and determined, their hearts were changed when they repented, they shared the gospel even when they were rejected they stood firm, bending but not breaking. The Nephites were determined not to listen to the righteous teachings of their parents, they rationalized and doubted their words, they stubbornly chose to imagine that they were bad and deceitful teachings. They were easy prey to the adversary whispering doubts and slander against their parents.

This week’s religion portion was truly inspiring for me, I felt lifted up. I will continue the fight against the pride cycle in my own life. I will continue the search to find out “How can I” become more like my savior and like these wonderful book of Mormon prophets that inspire me as well. I found this amazing video that portrays this desire so beautifully, watch it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ekJak2pYdM#